from a lil bird

siapa yang masalah dengan masa lalu ? aku kayaknya ga ada masalah.

yang jadi masalah adalah...........

air matamu buaya, semua yang kamu ceritain ke aku itu BOHONG.

how dare you

somewhere in your deepest heart

I wanna go out...somewhere I don't know

I wanna be recognized as a girl with glasses,that simple.

I just wanna feel safe

Going somewhere....nobody knows me, and nobody will use their mask to love me

I've been through these though times for months. I hate it when people said , "That's all bout your ego ! Put it down," Mine ? Oh dear, you are just a lil mice sleep on the salty cheese.

I need you,dude.

You're the only one who can fix me, convince me.

I always run to you, the last and the best place to lay my body on.

even, you kiss and hook up with girl(s) out there

you still have that image, always.

I'm a little girl who still stalk you everyday.

Sounds like a bitch ? Hahahahaha, do I always look pathetic on you?

You are my weakness..

you will not read my words or even find this blog.

Let me show you one thing

There's always me by your side, whenever you cry..I have shoulder

You can count on me, like I do

I'm glad to have you as my friend....

seriously, I miss you..

put yourself in my shoes

"THAT WAS SUCH A BIG THING ! NOW, I KNOW WHY YOU DO THAT. I used to blame on you why you did that, but now... I understand."

recovery

butuh waktu lebih dari seminggu.

It was so painful whenever people asked me what the matter between us, well it was about 2 weeks ago.

Am I fully-recovered ? umm, not.

mungkin orang-orang yang tau cerita.."sekedar tau" , bakal bilang : "yaudah lho, baikan aja"

It's not that simple or I make it complicated,huh.

I do not wear any angel mask, or even such a strong girl.

I am suffering.

what do you ask ? Forgiving ? Yes I did several months ago.

How about forgetting ? Sorry, I can't.

:)

how sweet

this is

yes, we are.

well done

your support mean so much for me....

thank you.

positively

you've taught me how to be a better girl....

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breaking your own heart

Shaking your head like it's all wrong

Before you're here you're already gone

And even with the light all around you

You're all alone in the dark.

You're breaking your own heart

Taking it too far down the lonely road

You say it's just one love

But when it's close enough you just let it go

The very thing you've been the most afraid of

You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.

Too many tears, too many falls

It's easy to hear behind these walls

But you don't have to walk in the shadows

Life is so hard.

You're breaking your own heart

Taking it too far down the lonely road

You say it's just one love

But when it's close enough you just let it go

The very thing you've been the most afraid of

You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.

You're breaking your own heart.

It's not too late, I'm still right here.

If only you let go of your fears.

You're breaking your heart

Taking your own heart down the lonely road

You say it's just one love

But when it's close enough you just let it go

The very thing you've been the most afraid of

You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.

You're breaking your own heart

thanks kelly for this song,xoxo.

untuk siapapun yang memang merasa breaking their own heart...

stop doing that stupid thing.

D O N T

DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON'T

DO YOU HEAR ME ???? PLEASE DON'T :"(

way of life

hello and goodbye

thank you

you're welcome

anything for you

that meant so much for me

I'm sorry

it's okay

I promise I'll never let you down again

Dont break it

I'll be the one who always cheer you up

now, you're my mood booster

I lie

you lie,don't you

I'm disappointed

I swear

why do you believe in others

I'm here standing in front of you, don't you see

fed up

walkin away

turning back

forgiving

anger

tears

laugh

love

hug

kiss

don't go

holding hand

miss

losing

leaving

coming

smile

blush

stupidity

broken heart

fall in love

unrequited love

betrayed

backstabbed

madness

confessing

waiting

stalking

everything.

take it all or leave a piece for me

jangan jadi yang ketiga,plis.

and even you

you've changed.

please don't.

I'm so clueless

clueless ? yes I am

when they ask me bout that thing, it feels like they throw a snake in front of me -_-

I have no idea why that thing as scary as snake.

I'm on my way finding the best path to face that thing.

And the matter is .... which one? And back again, I'm just so pathetic typing words randomly here.

dear fortune teller, can you just tell me about that thing's future ?

Well, God.. You are the best thing in my life. I am begging you

gimme extra-stregth to face that thing.. and now the matter is time. When.

make it simple, make it clear, make it obvious. Love you God

another quote taken from tumblr

I believe in you,mom

".....toh yang penting kamu sudah peduli. Salah kalau kamu ga peduli. Daripada kamu ikut-ikut nanti malah dipikir sok ganggu. Kalau dia milihnya begitu ya sudah,...."

-mom-

just for your information

"I dont hate you, I'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said promise you'd never be"

tumblr

iloveyou

ha ha ha

it is

truth hurts

THIS IS (LAST)HOLIDAY

HAAAAPPPY HOLIIIIIIIIIDAAAAAAAAAAY YOU GUYS ALL OVER THE WORLD
(re: Indonesia)

ALHAMDULILLAH
untuk rapotnya dan liburannya

Kayak biasanya, perginya ke Jakarta sepaket sama Bandung
Kemana aja ?

KIDZANIA !
ini sih emang udah waiting list banget sejak taun lalu

words for this superb amazing place

you will find lots of place to work
you'll be paid after finished working

aku jadi dokter, main musik sama puzzle yg ga selese, jadi .. PILOT :D , ikut kumon, jadi editor di media indonesia
the best part is being a pilot.

pokoknya ada silver queen, chitato, aqua , lasegar, dunlop, pertamina, honda, kantor pajak, modeling class, indovision dubbing, etc


TRANS STUDIO BANDUNG

cuman nonton KABAYAN GOES TO HOLYWOOD
ngantri niagara yang uda 2 jam dan ga kuat akhirnya cabut ga jadi main.

tempatnya ? super big, but it's too crowded and 200k IDR was in vain, unless you want to queue more than 2 hours every game.
I probably go there in October, when there is no hoilday-season like this.
um, just wondering...I'm 12 grade >< arrwr

wishing a chance

"I've been saving these last words for one last miracle but now I'm not sure"

Gotten

today is today no more tomorrow

19 Maret2011

keluar dana MPDK.. but that's not what I am going to tell about
well, such a tiring day. Alhamdulillah we got MONEY :D

ini cuman karena kita niat ke rumah salah satu adek kelas yg rumahnya di daerah barat sana lah ya. Terus aku dgn sponta request 'ke alamat ini duluuu yaaaa' :D
I was the happiest person you know !
Intan paham apa maksudku, quro sama bibul juga deh kayaknya ..I was just too busy with my own thoughts.

then...
we entered the gate...
we turned left
we searched that number
we turned right
and.....C-14

y o u r h o u s e...

It was completely unbelievable, I was standing in front of your house, it was what I dream of.
I touched the bell, the wrong one, then I found the right one.
A maid came up, she asked me
"Mbak, '6' nya ada?"
She looked so shocked,like 'what? did you know him?"
"bentar ya mbak," OH MY GOD !!!!
I WAS COMPLETELY FREEZING RIGHT THERE

HE WAS THERE, HE WAS IN HIS HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I WAS NOT READY ENOUGH TO SEE HIS FACE, HIS WHOLE BODY

I ran in to the car
"ayo fin,berangkat fin"
and she was out with HIS MOM!

I told quro to tell her that we're lost.
that door was closed...I was looking at that

I was shocked..
I know he's not here..
I know..

and,
I swear I won't go there anymore


I swear.

16

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME <=-p
I'm 16 NOW !
MAY 6 1995 - MAY 6 2011
such a great my birth-day
without yourhappybirthday words tough

SPECIAL THANKS TO ALLAH SWT , MY PARENTS, MY FAMILY,MY BELOVED CLASS #KEMPIT

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♥

Thanks for that yucky-chocolate-cream on my uniform
Thanks for DBL roadshow, your -shirt helped me alot dude
Thanks for the gifts
Thanks for every single wish for me :)

May Allah bless you all

6 always means so much for me..thanks alot! :D Normal 0 false false false EN-US X-NONE X-NONE MicrosoftInternetExplorer4