from a lil bird

siapa yang masalah dengan masa lalu ? aku kayaknya ga ada masalah.

yang jadi masalah adalah...........

air matamu buaya, semua yang kamu ceritain ke aku itu BOHONG.

how dare you

somewhere in your deepest heart

I wanna go out...somewhere I don't know

I wanna be recognized as a girl with glasses,that simple.

I just wanna feel safe

Going somewhere....nobody knows me, and nobody will use their mask to love me

I've been through these though times for months. I hate it when people said , "That's all bout your ego ! Put it down," Mine ? Oh dear, you are just a lil mice sleep on the salty cheese.

I need you,dude.

You're the only one who can fix me, convince me.

I always run to you, the last and the best place to lay my body on.

even, you kiss and hook up with girl(s) out there

you still have that image, always.

I'm a little girl who still stalk you everyday.

Sounds like a bitch ? Hahahahaha, do I always look pathetic on you?

You are my weakness..

you will not read my words or even find this blog.

Let me show you one thing

There's always me by your side, whenever you cry..I have shoulder

You can count on me, like I do

I'm glad to have you as my friend....

seriously, I miss you..

put yourself in my shoes

"THAT WAS SUCH A BIG THING ! NOW, I KNOW WHY YOU DO THAT. I used to blame on you why you did that, but now... I understand."

recovery

butuh waktu lebih dari seminggu.

It was so painful whenever people asked me what the matter between us, well it was about 2 weeks ago.

Am I fully-recovered ? umm, not.

mungkin orang-orang yang tau cerita.."sekedar tau" , bakal bilang : "yaudah lho, baikan aja"

It's not that simple or I make it complicated,huh.

I do not wear any angel mask, or even such a strong girl.

I am suffering.

what do you ask ? Forgiving ? Yes I did several months ago.

How about forgetting ? Sorry, I can't.