today is today no more tomorrow

19 Maret2011

keluar dana MPDK.. but that's not what I am going to tell about
well, such a tiring day. Alhamdulillah we got MONEY :D

ini cuman karena kita niat ke rumah salah satu adek kelas yg rumahnya di daerah barat sana lah ya. Terus aku dgn sponta request 'ke alamat ini duluuu yaaaa' :D
I was the happiest person you know !
Intan paham apa maksudku, quro sama bibul juga deh kayaknya ..I was just too busy with my own thoughts.

then...
we entered the gate...
we turned left
we searched that number
we turned right
and.....C-14

y o u r h o u s e...

It was completely unbelievable, I was standing in front of your house, it was what I dream of.
I touched the bell, the wrong one, then I found the right one.
A maid came up, she asked me
"Mbak, '6' nya ada?"
She looked so shocked,like 'what? did you know him?"
"bentar ya mbak," OH MY GOD !!!!
I WAS COMPLETELY FREEZING RIGHT THERE

HE WAS THERE, HE WAS IN HIS HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I WAS NOT READY ENOUGH TO SEE HIS FACE, HIS WHOLE BODY

I ran in to the car
"ayo fin,berangkat fin"
and she was out with HIS MOM!

I told quro to tell her that we're lost.
that door was closed...I was looking at that

I was shocked..
I know he's not here..
I know..

and,
I swear I won't go there anymore


I swear.